surrender

Last week, I mailed my beloved book---the voice of the heart --to Jeff. This Sunday, I lost my beloved ipod which is the gift from Lisa. I feel sad and pain, because the contents of it covering the speeches of GURU ,the chanting of Dalai lama and the wisdom of it all. Especially they play an important role on my recovering healing path. I carry it when I teach yoga-- the beautiful yoga healing musics.I left on the floor after finishing the yoga class on Sunday.

I ask myself what is the meaning of this two events? May be God begins to teach me how to suurender. I begin to clean unwanted things cluttering all over my desk,my house , my purse.

There is a valid reason behind the events. I learn the biggest lesson----surrender in a condition of no pain and no joy.